Memories... happiness locked up in a box...
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
「 Nothing's gonna change. 12:43 AM 」
Remedials, CCA and more remedials. My week in time to come.

Mon-Maths remedial
Tue-Chem remedial
Wed-Project Eureka
Thur-Sports Club
Fri-PE


The school is really one's second home. Have so much to catch up...and so little time. Promos are in abt 2 months time...and this time there's no turning back. Slacking period is over.
I need something to motivate me! However, as someone once said, "Motivation comes from within". I'm still searching for the motivation within me...better find it fast.
Looking back, I decided not to look back anymore. Lol that sounded weird. Hope brings joy to all. Now that's random.
In every face there's a story. There's a reason behind every smile, every drop of tear shed and every frown. I know my goal and I will work towards it.



Guess why this's here...


Saturday, July 28, 2007
「 Nothing's gonna change. 11:13 AM 」
The past 3 days flew by in a flash...was in IMCB at Biopolis for some student outreach programme on Wed, Thur and Fri. The title of our workshop was, The Regulation and Function of Stat Proteins in Cell Signaling (chim right). Although I missed 3 days of school, it was worth it. It was good for us, as we had just covered some related topics during lecture. So, the hands on came in useful as we coukd further reinforce the concepts learnt. Our supervisor was from China, although he seemed a bit aloof, he was actually the best supervisor there. He made sure we all got to keep our results and even went through the trouble to print and develop the results for all of us from Group 6. This was truly an eye opener for me. Had lots of fun with my group too. Here are some pics:

Bench 6

Our messy workbench

The dandelion

Zigzag skybridges---cool

Results of our experiment


Sunday, July 22, 2007
「 Nothing's gonna change. 3:15 PM 」
Chanced upon this nice song while watching some jap show. Can't find the original so here's the acapella version by The Flying Pickets.

Only You
Looking from a window above
Is like a story of love
Can you hear me ?
'Came back only yesterday
We're moving further away
'Want you near me

All I needed was the love you gave
All I needed for another day
And all I ever knew...
Only you

Sometimes when I think of her name
When it's only a game
And I need you
Listen to the words that you say
It's getting harder to stay
When I see you

All I needed was the love you gave
All I needed for another day
And all I ever knew...
Only you

This is gonna take a long time
And I wonder what's mine
Can I take no more ?
Wonder if you'll understand
It's just the touch of your hand
Behind a closed door

All I needed was the love you gave
All I needed for another day
And all I ever knew...
Only you


There was so mny things i wanted to do, wanted to say...will i ever get the chance to? Will i ever get over this...


Monday, July 16, 2007
「 Nothing's gonna change. 11:26 PM 」
Went to the Chinese Gardens on Saturday for the Olympic Day Run. Have to say it was a eye opener for all of us. Here are some pics:
A group picture :))
Us with national bowler Remy Ong (can u spot him?)
Tree
Banner
Are we overseas?


Friday, July 13, 2007
「 Nothing's gonna change. 11:24 PM 」
Today's the 13/07. Coincidentally, 13/07 is also our class. A big thank you to Ms Hu for buying the cake to celebrate our class's "birthday". New teachers are always so enthsiastic and so full of energy. The pace is starting to pick up. Many activities are headed my way. Haha...what if...........o nevermind. Here's another nice song to share.

最近

你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路

爱我却不能给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福


Tuesday, July 10, 2007
「 Nothing's gonna change. 11:38 PM 」
What Hurts The Most
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do


Monday, July 09, 2007
「 Nothing's gonna change. 12:15 AM 」
Today just flew by in a flash...tomorrow's a brand new week. A busy week.

Memories...happiness locked up in a box...
Just realised that this was the heading of my blog. How apt.

LIVE EARTH...an interesting concert and concept, but I wonder how it would help in preventing climate change (nicer term for global warming). The short films between the concerts were cute and interesting and I think some of them were appropriate and really got the message through. Perhaps that was the whole point of LIVE EARTH. I hope that the message really got through to the masses. Lol...too bad I missed watching the concert on Antartica...it would be interesting to see how they could hold a concert on a research station in Antartica.

If only we all thought about our surrondings and not of ourselves only...perhaps the world would be a much better place. However, such a thought is impossible in this world. Man can only dream.

Finally gonna get a proper study table in my room. My laptop finally has a proper surface to be placed on...instead of the stool. And a nice comfy chair to go with the table. I must get rid of this habit of doing my work on my bed...because I usually end up sleeping. People say that its also bad for circulation. Haha must get rid of this bad habit once and for all.

Common test results were bad...alot of SUSUs (guess what this means). I must work much harder for promos. Furthermore, as quoted from Mrs Ong, "Project Eureka is an academic CCA, what am I going to tell people when my exco don't do well acaemically". LOL if I had known...
Must work harder now that honeymoon period's over.

Resolutions:
1. Try not to fall asleep during any lectures. (except for Maths once in a whie)
2. Complete all my tutorials on time. (erm...except for Maths sometimes)
3. Juggle studies and CCAs
4. Work well with teachers...be it CCA or class
5. Have fun in JC.

That's all for today. Can't wait to rearrange my room. =)


Sunday, July 08, 2007
「 Nothing's gonna change. 1:35 AM 」
When we are outside, we put on a mask to hide our true feelings.
It's only when we are alone that we start to question ourselves.
Everyone has their own problems but not all have solutions.
This is a totally new feeling...something I have not experienced before.
I gotta say that...it hurts. Seriously.

So many challenges ahead...that's life.

Sigma Alpha Delta (Σαδ)


How I wish things would turn out differently...

Do things happen for a reason...

The pain starts to set in...

Hurts so bad...

Sorry.