Memories... happiness locked up in a box...
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
「 Nothing's gonna change. 1:52 AM 」

I think I'm becoming a nocturnal person...I can't seem to sleep at normal timings anymore. Lately, been staying up until 5am every night. I don't think it's insomnia...and I hope it's not insomnia. Life is getting more routine...without CCA and any activities, I have been staying at home for the past week. No one to go out with too...lonely me. Human beings spend about a third of their lives sleeping. Why do we sleep? Do we really need that much sleep? Imagine how much more time we would have if we need not sleep. However, how would we spend our time wisely? Maybe it's best if we let our sleep time remain as our sleep time, and not waste it away. Time will never be enough...all of us wish for more time, but even if our wishes are granted, we would still find ourselves short of time. Time...what is time? Time is limitless yet limited...it all depends on how we use our time. Will I be able to use my time wisely? I hope so, but I'm so scared of falling into the deep abysses. Nope...I won't let such negative thoughts affect me.

Limitless yet limited, Wanted yet unwanted, hated yet loved, cherished yet regretted, treasured yet thrown away...what is time?

On a lighter note, been watching some japanese dramas online lately. Guys do watch dramas too...and I don't think it's something to be ashamed of...lol. This show really caught my heart...14才の母 or 14sai no haha is a show about a 14 year old girl who became a mother and how she perservered in the face of society. Think that this show is very touching and it gives a different insight on life as we know it. Furthermore, it tells us to face our adverserties in the face and not run away in the face of trouble. In life, nothing is certain and we must be prepared for anything and everything. Great Teacher Onizuka (GTO) and Gokusen were 2 other shows which were interesting. Both shows were about gangster-like teachers who managed to gain the trust and respect of the worst bunch of students. What was interesting was that although both shows were funny, there were certain emotional scenes which really brought tears to the eyes. One cannot judge anyone by their appearance and no matter how bad person may seem, he is not trash and we cannot give up on them. We must never give up on anyone and perhaps one day, we will see a change. Although some dramas are crap, in my opinion, some dramas do have learning points to take away. Interestingly, I didn't know that japanese dramas are quite nice actually...japanese girls are cute too. Lol...joking. =p

Btw, changed the background music to しるし(Shirushi ) by Mr Children. Hope you all like it! I wanna learn Japanese one day. Good luck to all for common tests! Gambatte!