Memories... happiness locked up in a box...
Monday, June 18, 2007
「 Nothing's gonna change. 2:19 AM 」

It's one more week to the mid-year exams and I am still so unsure about many topics. HOW??? What to do??? MUG! MUG! MUG! Lol...that was random.

Interestingly enough, many people tend to take things for granted. We often take the people around us for granted. Many things in life are also taken for granted...our environment, our school, even the air we breathe in. I must admit take I too am guilty of these sometimes...it's in our human nature. Just finished reading Mitch Albom's "For One More Day". It's was truely an enriching book. Although it was a short and simple story, it was also filled with meaning. If we had one more day to spend with one we truely love, how would we spend it? Would we discover anything in that short span of a day? In the story, the main character discovered how much his mother loved him, and regretted not spending more time with his mum when she was alive. After reading this book, I realised how fragile human life is...you may be talking to someone and in the next moment, that person may not be in this world anymore. I thank the Lord for blessing me with a wonderful family. Sometimes it's very difficult not to take those around me for granted...however, deep down inside something tells me that I will not be able to be who I am without their support and guidance. This post is one of thanksgiving, to thank everyone who have been with me and will continue to be with me. Especially my dear parents...wishing my dad a Happy Father's Day! And to all fathers too.

What's life without challenges?

A picture taken at the Esplanade rooftoop :)



Wednesday, June 13, 2007
「 Nothing's gonna change. 1:52 AM 」

I think I'm becoming a nocturnal person...I can't seem to sleep at normal timings anymore. Lately, been staying up until 5am every night. I don't think it's insomnia...and I hope it's not insomnia. Life is getting more routine...without CCA and any activities, I have been staying at home for the past week. No one to go out with too...lonely me. Human beings spend about a third of their lives sleeping. Why do we sleep? Do we really need that much sleep? Imagine how much more time we would have if we need not sleep. However, how would we spend our time wisely? Maybe it's best if we let our sleep time remain as our sleep time, and not waste it away. Time will never be enough...all of us wish for more time, but even if our wishes are granted, we would still find ourselves short of time. Time...what is time? Time is limitless yet limited...it all depends on how we use our time. Will I be able to use my time wisely? I hope so, but I'm so scared of falling into the deep abysses. Nope...I won't let such negative thoughts affect me.

Limitless yet limited, Wanted yet unwanted, hated yet loved, cherished yet regretted, treasured yet thrown away...what is time?

On a lighter note, been watching some japanese dramas online lately. Guys do watch dramas too...and I don't think it's something to be ashamed of...lol. This show really caught my heart...14才の母 or 14sai no haha is a show about a 14 year old girl who became a mother and how she perservered in the face of society. Think that this show is very touching and it gives a different insight on life as we know it. Furthermore, it tells us to face our adverserties in the face and not run away in the face of trouble. In life, nothing is certain and we must be prepared for anything and everything. Great Teacher Onizuka (GTO) and Gokusen were 2 other shows which were interesting. Both shows were about gangster-like teachers who managed to gain the trust and respect of the worst bunch of students. What was interesting was that although both shows were funny, there were certain emotional scenes which really brought tears to the eyes. One cannot judge anyone by their appearance and no matter how bad person may seem, he is not trash and we cannot give up on them. We must never give up on anyone and perhaps one day, we will see a change. Although some dramas are crap, in my opinion, some dramas do have learning points to take away. Interestingly, I didn't know that japanese dramas are quite nice actually...japanese girls are cute too. Lol...joking. =p

Btw, changed the background music to しるし(Shirushi ) by Mr Children. Hope you all like it! I wanna learn Japanese one day. Good luck to all for common tests! Gambatte!



Sunday, June 10, 2007
「 Nothing's gonna change. 1:14 AM 」

Two more weeks to the mid-year exams and I just realised how much I have to study. Biology, Chemistry, Mathematics and Economics...although there are only 4 subjects, but there is sooooo much content to study. I must really FOCUS and not let myself get distracted by the things around me. 2 weeks is not very long and will pass by in the blink of an eye. What matters most is making full use of these 2 weeks and not wasting them away. Good luck to all for the mid years and jiayou to all those mugging for the mid years!

On a lighter note, I've been watching quite a few movies lately. Watched Pirates Of The Carribean 3 last week at GVmax. Watched at 12am with my family...was super tired by the time we reached home at 4am. Pirates was a nice show...although the storyline was abit nonsensical, the fighting scenes were cool and I really liked the soundtrack. Watched Oceans 13 last night in Vivocity. Haha watched the 4K digital version, where the picture quality is supposed to be 4 times better than HDTV. Lol, what an experience...the pictures were so clear and sharp that it was abit unnatural and weird...nonetheless, it was better than an ordinary movie. Oceans 13 is an interesting and enjoyable film and I would recommend it to all. Super funny seeing the gang work together to bring down the main villian of the show. A light hearted action comedy...truely.

Really missing you...waiting for you...



Monday, June 04, 2007
「 Nothing's gonna change. 12:00 AM 」

Friday 1st June...can't believe that I went to school to mug before the make up lectures. Haha AJ really has a conducive environment for studying. Did quite abit of work before the make up lectures.

Then, went to AMK Hub with some of the class to have lunch. Ate a big plate of chicken spaghetti from the foodcourt's western food stall. Went to orchard to walk. Bought a new silicone case for my ipod. That set me back by $16. Saw alot of familiar faces in the MRT on the way to orchard. Weilun looked different in home clothes. Haha wearing AJ PE shirt to orchard is weird according to him.

After that went to Raffles City to have dinner. No chance to try Donut Factory's donuts...the damn queue was four corridoors long...

Didn't know that the Esplanade's rooftop was such a nice place. Singapore has a nice night scene.We took many pictures...of the sky, of us, of the scenery, even of our shoes. Haha. Hope you had a great time.

Take care and have a safe journey. Remember to take lotsa pictures. Have fun and enjoy yourself there!



Sunday, June 03, 2007
「 Nothing's gonna change. 11:48 PM 」

Delta Experience 2007...six days of fun, unforgettable memories and lessons learnt!

Before DE, I was wondering to myself how sad it was to miss a whole week of the June holidays. At that time, it seemed like DE was gonna be another boring camp where I get to learn the usual stuff and go through the usual elements of camp. I packed my things and sorta dragged myself back to school at 6pm. DE seemed like a leisure camp...but as I found out later, it was not.

Reporting punctually at 6pm to the MPH, we were all greeted with a rude shock. We were to remain in pumping positions for the next half an hour to wait for those that were late. That was when the revelation that DE was not gonna be a leisure camp sank in. Luckily I was used to all these...how can I not be after 4 years in NCC.

Group B for Benevolence. We are the BEST! Although we are all from different classes and different backgrounds, during the course of the camp, we really bonded and became one united Benevolence. A group with many leaders, all trying to shine. IMPROMPTU...our motto. Haha all thanks to JunYang...everything was done impromptu, and we still managed to shine. However, I'm sure that we all know that not everything can be impromptued (if there's such a word). I will never forget you guys and the fun we had together as a group. We are BENEVOLENCE!

During the course of DE, many workshops were conducted. Values workshop, Vision setting workshop 1 &2, Managing relationships workshop, Servant Leadership Workshop and Emotional SOS workshop, all these workshops have really really helped me alot. Although they may be boring...especially when we were all so tired. It was so tempting to sleep during the workshops, but I was glad we persevered through. It was difficult setting up a vision for 13/07 but I'm glad we did it in the end. Really hope that at the end of 2 years, 13/07 will live up to the vision we set for it. Really touched by the comments the our teachers gave about us the class leaders...don;t worry, we won't let you all down. One really inspirational moment was the screening of Coach Carter the movie. Watching the movie really inspired me to do more for the class. Professionalism. Addressing the key players only. Tactics to managed relationships. These skills will always be applicable in my life, even when I enter the workforce. Gandhi movie was inspirational too...but it was abit on the boring side. Emotional SOS workshop was interesting. Now I know how to spot people with suicidal ideation, depression, eating disorders and self mutilation.

An inspirational quote from Coach Carter:
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people don't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people the right to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

High elements and general stations taught me all about overcoming fears and challenges. An interesting poster at the abseiling wall read, "I can because I believe I can". What an appropriate statement. Sandcastle building at East Coast was fun too.

Service Learning project...I will never forget thee. The process of planning this SL project was an important lesson for me. It was a feeling of immense satisfaction watching our project going from paper to reality. Although it rained that day, I was glad that we were able to react fast enough and everything still went smoothly. I was glad that the kids all enjoyed themselves. We all also had an enriching experience. It opened up my eyes to the world outside and I realised that not everyone is as fortunate as us. I believe that pictures speak a thousand words. Here are some pictures:





Night hike was the climax of the whole DE camp. We started at 11pm and ended at 4am the nest day. Hiking all the way from AJ to Sembawang Park was an interesting experience. I was extremely tired, and my body was on autopilot. Haha i just followed the person infront of me. Things look different at night...everything seems so peaceful, the streets are all empty...so unlike the bustling city Singapore is during the day.

All in all, DE was truly an enriching experience for me and I'm sure for all the DE campers too. We are no longer DE campers, we are class leaders. Most importantly, I would like to thank our Student Instructors, SIs, for taking time off to lead and train us. Although you all are in JC2, you still bother to look after us and train us. Thank you, Ming Xuan, Allena and all the other SIs for being with us throughout the whole DE camp. Benevolence, we are a wonderful group and I hope that all of us will still keep in touch even after the camp.

Now that DE is over, it's back to studies and CCA. Thanks to all for making DE 2007 such a wonderful experience for all of us!