Sunday, February 11, 2007
9th Feb 2007...It was a day of mixed emotions. In the afternoon I was so happy after reading your letter. I'm glad you felt the same way as me. Then I discovered that Singapore is a small place! Saw MeiMei in Vivocity, even though her school is so far away from it. After going back to RV, I suddenly felt a sense of familiarity...seeing all the teachers, my juniors and the familiar surrondings...how i wished I could turn back the clock and stay in RV. My four years in RV was a time of happy and sad memories...of which I will never be able to forget.
Then came the results...after looking at my result slip, I suddenly felt relieved. All my nervousness flowed away in that second. I was numbed...looking at my English grade...B3. Then came the calculation of my L1R5. I couldn't describe how Ifelt...when Ifound out that I had performed below my own expectations. Haiz......
After that went out with kwan, wensi, qinny, chiewyin and jean to Vivo. We relieved our childhood memories...playing with water and joining the little kids at the playground. Had a great time too. Wensi dont be sad ok? Jean too. Although we all did not meet our expectations, life still has to go on...
I know that life has to go on...but I cannot stand to leave 07s22. The pain starts to set in when I start thinking about leaving NJ...I cannot bear to leave behind all of you guys...and all the friends I have made during these few months. Thanks for all those kind words of encouragement...I promise that I will go to school on Monday with a happy face. I will make the most of this month...then whatever happens after that...I will leave it to the Lord. Choices are hard...but this time I dont have a choice...my results are after all mine...I get what I put in. I guess this time I didnt put in much effort...so perhaps this is what I deserve. It's a hard lesson, but one which I will never forget.
